I am aware that I sound a lot like Elliot Rodger given how highly indignant my tone is. However, let me clear about something. I by no means have any intention of hurting anyone in anyway, whether it be a man or a woman, young or elderly, children, adolescents, other adults, etc. I am feeling outraged about all of this because despite all of my efforts to have even an acceptable sex and social life I am still a complete social and good looking loser (even much more than Chris ever was). I am not a saint by any means, but I know that I have always been considered by other throughout my entire life to be a good person and a gentleman.
I have never ever taken advantage of any women who have admitted to have real feelings for me but never had any attraction for any of them. I have been involved in charity work before, and want to continue to help others as a healthcare practitioner in the future. My sister, my parents, and other female acquaintances have always said the same kind of bullshit that nice guys usually hear which "oh, you will find someone, you're a sweetie pie, you're good boy, you don't need to change, just be yourself, you just haven't found the right girl/woman for you, that's all, blah blah blah blah......"
Yet, I am not stupid to realize that it doesn't matter how good of a person you are or how hard you try. It's about how strong you are as a man both mentally and physically along with having appealing looks, style, confidence, and swag factor (to a degree). While, I may have gotten physically over the years and in a way have gotten used to approach girls and people in general, I am obviously still mentally weak. I mean, come on guys, you don't think that this all seem to be at the very least, a little bit strange? Should I give you some field reports of mine or what? Give me some legit help
Oh dear god