My god I could make this a 10 page thread...
Off the top of my head
Had a stunning skinny blonde jailbait that I had been kinda flirting with at my local supermarket, she'd eye rape me and rub my hand when giving me change, etc. One day I went to supermarket as normal, she sees me, puts up the "closed" sign on her aisle, grabs her shit and disappears. I was bummed as I wanted to go through her checkout again.
Finish shopping, get to my car, and she is sitting RIGHT FUCKING NEXT TO IT, she says hi, I say hi, she then asks "are you going to take me home or not"
I proceed to have an autard overload, mumble some shit, freaking out completely because I am a fucking retarded high inhibition spastic that should have been euthanized at birth, jumped in my car and got out of there.
that one fucking haunts me.
I could go on, I had my friends set me up with this pretty hot slut, my mate Jay was almost yelling at I remember "She will fuck you just for your body, just PLEASE don't say anything stupid, just keep your fucking mouth shut!"
So, she's rubbing my arms, etc, but of course after a few beers I can't help myself and started ranting about Hitler and UFO's and shit.
That group of mates gave up on me after that final straw. Fucking autism.
When I was 18 I had a 9/10 gorgeous blond 15yo VIRGIN naked in my bed, and I fucked that up too! She put up the lamest last minute anti-slut defense that I should have simply ignored, but like the high inhibition retard I am, I was almost glad to have an excuse. The only saving grace out of that one is I looked her up on facebook recently, and she has now turned into a fat jebus freak warpig. Small framed petite high E. Nowhere for the fat to go except outward.
Last one for now, as I am beginning to get suicidal thinking about all this shit, I eventually got a girlfriend, and she was a disgusting ugly 1.5/10 horror. We are at this club, and while "Jane" was off dancing and trying to hook up with her ex, this absolute babe I had the hots for Helen, who I never even bothered going for as I thought she was way out of my league, lean, brunette, blue eyes, absolute perfection, well, she came and literally sat on my lap, put her arms around my neck, and said "why are you with that ugly girl, you are fucking sexy"
I would have married her she was that hot, but because of my autistic black & white ideals of right and wrong, I, like a beta faggot lower, politely turned her down, hopped her off my lap, and went off to find "Jane" because "dat woz duh rite fing to do"
Fucking kill me now.
And yes, I am not making any of that up. I apparently looked good to women back then, but autism is an ill that cannot be cured at the gym, or with facial surgery. I dunno if there is any cure for it other than a bullet.