In the first half of my teens I had no friends , or got any attention from girls,. I slightly disliked my appearance but I didn’t care that much back then, I’d only rely on family gatherings and school to interact with people. Little did I know that it would have a negatve impact in years to come.
Second half on my teens I had moved out of my parents’, Living abroad I got responsible and independent. But my social life was no existent.
With some knowledge of PUA I started to approach girls for few days - I read that men actually don’t have the balls to do it, I thought if I do it girls would appreaciate that. Needless to say, I got brutally rejected even though I made myself as presentable as possible.
I remember being at a lodge reception, this attractive woman who was beside me never looked at me even though I was trying to make eye contact with her. Man did that hurt!
I never let a woman verbally reject me, Being lonely for so long I started to think a lot and was able to read body language.
That’s when I realize the importance of LMS, and started to hate my appearance even more even though I look normal with an average height.
My only hope was to be an entrepeneur and make enough money for cosmetic surgery because no I found no attainable job that can pay even half of the surgery price. I also wouldn’t stand the office environment with women around gossiping, being unproductive, showing their anus, etc, they seem to be everywhere nowadays fucking parasites. It’s not an easy choice I made but I have no more options, getting cosmetic surgeries is my purpose in life.
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